Last night, as I was trying my best to sleep while constantly tossing through several positions, something came back to me. A thought. A thought of you and I being together in a relationship which can only be described as one of the best moments of my life. Yes, there were problems, or else we would still be sitting with our hands locked into each others, however, we’re not.
There were problems and somehow a ton of them, which why our conversations have ended and numbers are blocked, social media is deleted and somehow, there’s not even a speck of you in my current life.
When we both mutually decided to go our separate ways, we somehow forgot to lay down certain rules, or rather a whole lot of questions that were left unanswered and even unasked. I often wonder if just like me, you’re also thinking about us the same way? With the same love yet neglect, with the same respect yet hatred, with the same confusion yet potential answers in your head.
So, today, I just want to jot down these questions. These are not some hard-hitting, kick you in the gut kind but rather a set of simple ones that you might not even want to answer, but just for the peace of my mind, I need to write them down.